So instead of absolutely panicking I am going to embrace it. I am throwing myself a birthday dinner with all my friends, which should be great. Then we are going to go out dancing! I haven't done that in forever. Dance it all out. There is nothing like getting my buzz on and dancing in a huge crowd. It is something that made my early twenties what it was. I used to just let loose, and dance among my friends. Kiss the odd boy. It isn't that I want to be that lost twenty something girl. I just want to go out and enjoy the moment like I used to. Where I was so am present in the moment, moving to the music, laughing.... perhaps the alcohol helped that. Either way this is how I am going to spend my birthday. Updates later!!!!!!!!
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