Many things to learn still I guess....
It has been a long two weeks. It always surprises me that when I think that I am going forward I take a step back. It seems like maybe I am going in two different directions, one is pulling me backwards and the other way is running towards something better. I am confused again.
Switching gears hear... I went on a date last night to Stages. It was really fun. The conversation flowed, minimal pauses, very cute boy. I enjoyed it. I even agreed to go on another date next week. Unfortunately, he kissed me at the night. Now the unfortunate part was he was the WORST kisser I have ever experienced. It was all tongue shoved down my throat. I wanted to gag. So I meet a guy who I can talk to, someone I want to hang out with and what happens? I am not attracted to him.
And the one crush I have had in a long time is someone who is totally inappropriate. I should be running away as fast as I can. And I am in a way. I just can't help but wonder, what is wrong with me? Where is the nice man, who I like? Can I have it all?
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