I very recently had my heart ripped out of my body. I know everyone says that they have been there... this is nothing new. But it is new to me. And it has been horrific. So I am going to attempt to write often about how I am going to get back my happiness. Get me back. Because I found out recently you have to keep breathing, and that you don't die from this.
Monday, August 2, 2010
New roommate.... new challenges?
So many changes. Anyone who knows me knows that I don't deal well with change usually but somehow I have taken this in a stride. My roommate moved out over the weekend while I was away at a bachelorette party (more on that escapade later) and my new roommate moved in. When I arrived home there was stuff everywhere, a baby crying and my stuff had been moved around. The truth is I walked in and realized by life had been changed pretty drastically in a matter of a few days. Somehow I have not really freaked out. Its seems like it will be easy to live with C (new roommate). Even though I was absolutely exhausted and hungover when I arrived home, we made it work. There are a few things I really need to figure out... like hearing the baby in the middle of the night, the early morning, the energy spent looking after babies... somehow I need to make it all work. I am going to learn a lot about boundaries. I am going to learn what I need to be happy. This will perhaps be an excellent way for me to come more into my own. So here's the positive spin, and more later on this new twist in the journey.
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