Calling in the one????

"I open myself fully to give and receive love". This is the main premise of the exercise I am working on. A couple of weeks ago my therapist suggested that I start reading Calling in the one, and this weekend I picked up the book and have started to work on the lessons. The first lesson is a mediation with the mantra "I open myself fully to give and receive love". Now I am going to be a little honest here and say that some of this makes me think that this is bullshit. But then part of me wants to believe that it is possible. So I am going to do the course from start to finish, with each practice. I need D not to be the end of my love life. I need to get over him and stop thinking about him so often. I cry in the shower remembering last year, and how romantic he was during the holiday season. I loved him so much. I am still so heartbroken and I am tired of it. I also want to be in a happy, healthy relationship. So lets see if this book can bring in love to me. To make me see clearly who I want to be with. I have spent the year with myself, with many ups and downs. I am ready for the next step. Whether it be finally confronting D, or letting go of him forever, or moving on with someone else. I want to believe that there is someone for me. I am ready to explore this. Perhaps not with the men I am currently seeing, but a clean slate.