Where you are

There is a place in the woods that is so quiet that my heart stops aching. Where I can just lie down on the dock and watch the sun and the clouds work their way across the sky. He is just an echo in my heart in this quiet place instead of a constant searing pain.

So I can sunbath topless and hold my breath underwater. Float for hours in the weightless abyss. Write letters to you in my heart. I almost feel like you can hear me. I swear I can hear you sometimes. No matter what calm the sun and water bring me, the peace on the dock, I can hear you in the dark. In the dark you are ever present.