I have been thinking lately of things I want to be when I grow up... don't say it. I know. I am a grown up. But that's not entirely what I mean. Like if I could imagine my life anyway I wanted it what would I see. The truth is I don't really know. I used to know. I used to picture things like D and me making it work, having a family, sharing a home, making a life. So if I had one wish would I wish that true? I hope not. I hope I want more for myself than that lousy asshole but I am not sure. I need to think on that one.
The question I am posing tonight is if you could have the life that you wish for yourself what would it be? What does that look like? Where do you live? Who are you with? Where do you work? Do you work? See there are so many questions. So I am going to ask them all of myself. I will get back to you on where I get to with the answers. Feel free to share with me if you have some of your own.
PS there were many more moments today when I forgot to hurt.
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