I very recently had my heart ripped out of my body. I know everyone says that they have been there... this is nothing new. But it is new to me. And it has been horrific. So I am going to attempt to write often about how I am going to get back my happiness. Get me back. Because I found out recently you have to keep breathing, and that you don't die from this.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Girlfriends
When all else fails go and see your girlfriends.... I am lucky. My girlfriends came to me. I just spent the night out with my girls, the people who love me no matter what. THE REAL PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME. For a brief moment it didn't hurt quite as badly and I laughed. There is something about my friends that makes me a better person because each one of them has lived and shared their lives with me and I get to see that. Strength personified. Hope and romanticism. Fighting for what you want. These ladies embody the qualities that I hope to obtain on this journey. I guess what I have learnt is that there are people that you can always count on. It is a good feeling to be so supported, even though I am pretty sure they were blue in the face from telling me how destructive this relationship was by the time D left. But I didn't have to hear I told you so. I just got I love you and you are going to be OK. So I guess if the any of you girls ever read this all I have to say is I love you too.
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